I give you want you wanted, to get personal for once so I bring you personal! And for those who thought it was a made up story it wasn't! I'm talking about my last blog "Incarceration - 17hr holding"
Now you may begin to judge
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Shantell: I come home in reflection of 86 - 11, I look in the mirror to vision, a lay to rest, I dream to think, I think to dream.
Zues: came from window shopping, trying on the clothes of what would make the man seem bigger and more important, to make someone with style actually have style, to make money look like money. Came from Ikea to build a dream inside the white walls I live in now, to know where I'm gonna be in hopes this is not, I'm sorry, in knowing this is not gonna last (the lack of that is).
Shantell: I tried on every article of clothing I had in my closet and realized something. I'm not who I used to be, I have grown, I have learned, I have experienced and I have witnessed. I am who I say I am, but I don't look like who I am. My clothes are baggy, my dress attire is plain, I only have clothes fit for business, but now business doesn't only occur in business settings for everything I do is now business.
Zues: I have the swag to talk to the ladies to over look what comes before them. I'm making money to fit my living and my life style (if I continue to be smart as I been doing). I talk business as I own, cause I do, but then again I don't necessarily have to. I know all the right people, its just now connecting these people. Its never how much with me, cause "niggaz wit no money tell me money tell me money isn't everything" - always what are we going to accomplish now that will work for the both of us in the future.
Shantell: I must starve to obtain my needs, but I must be hungry to obtain my wants... Its never the confusion of what I want or need, its the determination and patience I need to obtain these things. I can save - but I get impatient and take out loans from friends to obtain things now. I be stuck in terms of being able to until I fuck up and do something stupid. Note self: Procrastination also bites you in the ass! Hello Kharma!
Zues: I have accomplished the minor and major with in, its all comes down to executing with out. What else do you want?
Zues + Shantell = Accumulative Realization: I am depressed not cause of a chemical imbalance but because my mind has far exceeded my physical capabilities to catch up at the present moment. My attire are not up to par at all, my procrastination, dwelling and lack of motivation has caused me to thousands of dollars within the past year. I never new how much money I really had until I lost it! My room resembles a mental hospital room, lost time and sleep to wake up and lose it all. If you have been following my blogs you will realize that in the past 365 days - all I have been doing was losing, and my earnings was not matching or exceeding my losings... As of today I'm on square 1 again. It feels as if I just came to miami again in 2004.
BACK TO SQUARE ONE!
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Plan of Execution: (S/N: everything I'm about to state was something I learned from someone! I can't even take credit for it)
1) Money will be the main root of obtaining allot of things, especially because I need to invest in myself:
a) You make SAVINGS an EXSPENSE, you make it a mandatory bill you must pay a month! - this is how you begin to save with out thinking about it. Ex. If I don't pay my cell it get cut off. Point blank, don't make savings an option - make it mandatory.
b) I want a new wardrobe, an idea given to me was every 3-4 weeks buy myself 1-2 pieces of article of clothing - this way 1 piece comes in and 1 goes out. I want to replace my clothes, not burden myself with having nothing at all or being broke for doing it all at once
c) (my idea) Exchange your spending into a saving. Say for example your outside and hungry. Instead of buying something to eat outside for $10, knowing that you can eat at home, wait to get home to eat, and take the $10 was gonna spend anyway and save it. And that goes for every little thing. Want to buy a shirt you know u can live with out that's not a necessity, then put that money aside. In the end you will have more money then expected to do bigger and better things.
d) Patience is true virtue
e) dedication is a key
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Judging done I hope - re-evaluation not required!
You want a quote - ill give you one!
Cliché quote: Nike - just do it
Zues quote: I have no quote, I can't tell you what to do, I can't tell you where to go! All I can do is give a universal law of fact that can apply, but you must apply it. So till then I will be waiting!
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