VOID

Just a thought... mines of course...

The liberal truth is that I fucked up... how you may ask? I will not get into details, so this message, passage, or blog, (what ever you call it) will be brief.

The liberal truth is I fucked up, I messed up, and I must pay for playing with fire when I know I know better. Sounds like I'm talking to a little kid, but its the truth, and i have acting childish.

Pain will remain and shall be sustained for as long as the wound is green. Acceptance and silence is what I must do. To stop looking for the appraisal in my one good to over all the evils. For which PAIN cannot be measured, and should not be tolerated. For pain internally has caused the self infliction of pain externally. For pain may have been at the size of a grain of rice, but of the most deadliest there is. Again, PAIN cannot be measured.

I have done what I did, and let pain be inflicted back... Acceptance

What I don't understand is that at change, you feel the worst, and you feel the worst when you at change!

What I don't understand is that I'm facing the same sentence as the people who did worst then me, whether to the same person or even another party.

Pain...

I witnessed and witness stories and stories, and Pain, and Pain, and Pain has been even more inflicted then what I have ever done or can imagine. And their sentence was and is far less greater then mine. Makes me feel as the more pain and harm i could of done then better off I would of been...

But then again its not in my nature to do as such... Then you ask why has it done? Foolishness, pure foolishness... I am that "Clown"...

The repertoir of eMOTION, will never change... only in the deliverance, the pique and the peak...

I Fucked up...

Signs go up... Advertisements are now present themselves... subliminally knowing to many...

Window's now open, doors start turning, opportunity becomes the opportunist,
"sea full of sharks and they all smell blood"

I was once told " ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, DON'T ASK FOR PERMISSON"...

Forgive me...

and let me fill that void...

Again...

love you...

Write Life

Write life:

This is the beginning of emptiness that has a void in which must be filled. I’m sorry, I lied to my self and you… This is the beginning of MY emptiness that has a void in which must be filled. LAW OF ATTRACTION on the energy that I produce manifest itself not only by thought but by writing…  writing has been my strong point, not saying that I’m a writer, I mean exactly what I say, writing has been my strong point, communication, messages, connections, etc.

But my “write” to life been stripped away by the people who cannot read!!! But does that mean or make me a victim. I must spill milk or spoil it…

I was corrected by a mindful person, (KRAI), I am not a victim, im just simply killing the wrong people… that’s brings out the process of elimination…

I feel like the Darwin’s theory died… evolution grew to adapt to stupidity, and that’s who survived … lol

Well I said  what I must say… there is allot who will not read, and there is allot who cannot read.

But to bring you to my point… the “WRITE to LIFE” will be “MY LIFE”… no more third parties… when it  switches back ill notify you asap!!!! But then again I might have no need for that, for my audience have yet to be found…

P.S. I write cause it’s my life, but life is not necessarily to write… cause I obviously need to live it, to witness it…

HOPE YOU ALL ARE READY FOR ME!!! CAUSE HERE IS ALL OF IT

R.I.C.H Psycho - Logy

R.I.C.H Psycho - Logy

I can go on for days! But I will not... But what I will do is break it down for the simple minds, the simple minded, and the minded... Everything starts with the mind, everything ends in the mind. If you understood this, that means now you understand "the law of attraction". Now you are one step ahead than most. And just to further ensure this, understand that the universe is not human, meaning it has no feelings, no ethics, and does not know the meaning of right and wrong. It simply takes your thoughts and manifest it in the time in which it SHOULD!

When you are ready... (Side note: you don't determine when your ready, destiny is written and fate may be altered by the choices we make or taken on our destiny: you may take that last statement lightly, just a personal believe)

Getting back on "TRACK"

I can't tell no one what vehicle to drive for that is your choice but I will say "drive your car" that is gonna take you to your destinations (Yes more than one). But I can instill the tools of inception. PSYCHO meaning a person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior. In your terms, crazy. So yes, I believe only the crazy ones can be successful, I'm sorry, let's not say successful, let's say on top, a person who have "made it", etc. Why I say this? Because when bill gates started a multi-billion dollar company in his mothers basement he was said to have a "mental disorder". If you define this as misunderstood, then your on the right "TRACK". If you don't understand as of yet, that means you are still deranged in a comfort level in which you are "comfortable". That's what I call fear... Fear is not necessarily a bad thing, cause their are many things we must over come! Cause like Jim Rohn once said "for things to change, you must change". You wanna lose weight, then YOU must CHANGE your diet. For the ignorant diet does not mean lose weight, it means the way you eat! (Side Note; For those offended by "ignorant" then you need to look up the word ignorant, cause it simply means the lack of knowledge of.) Moving forth. Being psycho to me is a mere mirage, for those who do not understand! With understanding cause comfortability and now you begin to change. All one must do is "be comfortable being uncomfortable". If I told you let's go streaking, you'll call me crazy, but if I now say do that and get a million dollars, you now understand and is now comfortable in my actions. Right now some probably thinking where am I going with this... For those I will say you didn't read my first sentences... For those who are now understanding great, let's go crazy together and become successful!



Before I go on to the next part remember this. PSYCHO is short for psycoPATH... So once you go PSYCHO then your PATH will start to show. LOGY meaning 2 things: let's attack the first one:

1) Dull and heavy in motion or thought: Motion equates to your physical, only you can weigh you down. The thoughts in which everything begins that causes motion whether potential or kinetic. Think about the first time you was asked out or you asked some out and they said "NO". Let me tell you the beauty of it, your reading this message and your still alive. Its a miracle! Alive and well and on to the next one. Don't be weighed down by the things that can't... You know what I just thought of, if you combine motion and thoughts it has the similarities of air. You can't see it, you can feel it, its direction is sometimes uncanny but can be just as fairly paced, it weighs nothing but can destroy everything, only difference is you have more control over motions and thoughts. Being dull is only a choice... Remember this Jim Rohn said "the same wind blows on us all, it is the set of the sail that determines..." (Oh shit just thought of something crazy! eMOTION - motion driven by Emotions, E stands for External, motioned thoughts per say?)

2) treatise; sum of knowledge in a particular subject. This is where it all is! The "knowledge" is very well "heavy" upon thee to go "crazy" about. People become "crazy" about their passion and become "knowledgeable". People become "knowledgeable" which makes them become "crazy". A "subject" now becomes a funny word to play w/ cause it has soooooo many meanings to play with! So let's do so! "Subject" being the person, or thing discussed or dealt with. But what they don't tell you (or should I say the minded) is that an idea in your mind is a place! A place were you have your doctrine in! "Subject" is a cause to undergo. It would be fair enough to say that if your "knowledge" or "crazy" exist then your always forced to undergo some type constant formality of growth or change. "Subject" is prone to be affected by. We are constantly affected by "knowledge" and being "crazy" which forces us to undergo this nature of decision and choice. A "subject" is merely a topic of discussion and if you are reading this, then you are it! That's is the simplest breakdown; Again now that this has been set upon you, instilled upon the inception that no longer causes deception through a unnecessary recession through my reception, and begin your confession, and remember what the cliche says: "the mind is a terrible thing to waste"...


But as I would say "hurry up and get rid of the waste in your mind", Oh! and 1 more thing:

(R)esidual (I)ncome (C)reates (H)appiness

R.I.C.H Physco Logy ! Get it?

The Car Accident

“The Car Accident”

For those reading this everything your about to read is all 100% factual! So I hope you can follow along as the story is not complicated but yet my mind is complex.

State of mind 1: “Consciousness”

… I had awoken from whatever has taken over my body and/or mind. I am standing on the side of the highway; I immediately see underneath of a car in the middle lane of the highway, with the car standing on the driver side. Trailing shortly behind is the Florida highway Patrol just finishing putting flares down and picking the pieces to my car. A cop car pulls over and attends to me what he says to be “immediately” (Confusion still at this point). He asked me was I ok, and was I hurt or suffering any injuries and looked at myself and said no. Then we both looked in the same direction and he asked me was that the car that cut me off and all I can say is I don’t know. So he said he was going to go check and drove off. Now realizing realization of that is my car, my next move is to go to my car and…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind. I can’t explain why but I can explain what happens. When the day passes I can take in as much as I can, detail of course. But cause my mind works on a different wave length then most, for some reason my mind replays the last 24 hours at night or when I sleep and then I tend to understand more, or pick up on things I missed.)

State of mind 2: “Rewind or reflection”

… at the club and its 430am, I told the girls lets go but they was not ready to go, wanted to shut the bitch down at 5am, and I didn’t feel like walking to my car. It was parked far. Just spent my time chilling and talking with Wale and Busta Rhymes… they was just hanging around and Wale knew from NY 2 weeks ago and Nuvo events, and Busta knew me cause he was an asshole to me a couple of times but he just wanted to talk to the girl I was with one time, sorry getting off topic. So girls was ready, we was all Sober just having a good time, we went to their car, I drove to my car. Messing around I asked them did they want to race and we was like let’s do it!!!!! LOL – When we made to the highway it was to many people that got pulled over and cops around… so we didn’t… so they parted their way and I parted mine until I met back up with her at her house. Just cruising doing speed limit to the boredom of my car cause I had no radio and my phone was messing up, couldn’t even play Pandora. As my exit was approaching I…

State of mind 1:

… and I ran across to the highway straight to Florida Highway Patrol and immediate asked was I ok. I said yes. Next thing I thought of was to obtain my phone to make phone calls to let people know I am alright and alive. The FHP told me not to, but he can’t stop me. So I jogged over to my car, first looked for any leakage so the car don’t blow up on me, there was none so now wondering how to get in. The glass happened to be shattered completely, so I kneeled and looked in to see did my phone fall onto the door or somewhere close considering the position but nothing. State trooper and Fire rescue was now at the scene and blocked off all lanes except for the skirts, and asked me to wait in the FHP car. I went over in the car and asked politely may I use the phone. He said of course, dialed and as soon as she answered I…

State of mind 2:

… approaching my exit, I was switching from my left lane to my right. Wanted to speed but couldn’t cause cops was 3 cars back. Then I went to switch over to my next lane and as was switching over 95% already in the lane a car comes from my left lane and switches over without signaling really close to me where I let go of the acceleration but that wasn’t enough and then he slows down a bit more so I couldn’t move to the left cause there was a car right beside so I brake a bit hard cause there was no one behind me which veers me to the right a bit and a truck slightly clips me that makes my whole car lose control. I took as much control of the car as possible. My car never spun, it only moved in a snake motion vigorously. I maintained to stay in my lane and then I tipped to my left and slid a bit. When the car came to a stop, I immediately took off my seatbelt, stood up and exited through the passenger door by climbing out. As I was crossing the highway, I seen the FHP already behind the car in the same lane, then to my left I seen a cop car lights crossing lanes to pull over. As I stood and viewed my car I started to gain a state of consciousness and I…

State of mind 1:

… I told her to relax, and said everything that just happened. That died quickly. To the rescue she came. As I waited state trooper came to take my report and there was a cop present.  As the state trooper left, the Fire fighter came up to me and asked “how the hell you got out the car?” and I told him I climbed out the passenger seat, he immediate gave me a look of that’s strange…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind, everyone has their “6 sense”, their “nature beyond nature”, etc. You get what I mean, despite where yours derive from; it’s just tapping into it, understanding it and letting your mind become a reflex of it.)

State of mind 3: My Six Sense

I had all the signs in front of me but I ignored it and what makes me realized I was aware is that I confirmed it that. Earlier that day I was driving to my house and my car was perfectly fine. As I approached a stop light, for some odd reason I turned off my car and just listened. While listening I already felt as something funny was going to happen to my car but didn’t know the measure of how big. So I ignored it and went on about my day. Went home and did as I do. Then I as I went to drive again, I don’t know what it was but I felt it again with me car, so the only thing I can possibly think of was full car service in the morning, I made my appointment and I asked someone to take me in the morning… so I continued my day. Now at the time I was originally ready to leave the club, something told me just leave forget the ride and just walk to my car, but as I always do, I second myself, and stopped myself. Then lastly when I didn’t leave as I wished, I got instantly got that urge not to drive, and I’m sure if I asked not to drive or leave my car it would have been ok but then 2^nd guessing myself and not stating my wants nor needs only lead to what happen as such.

State of mind 1: The car is pretty much totaled, not drivable, bumper and head lights popped off. Radiator banged in, driver window glass gone along with rear view mirror. Front to back scrape and wheels on passenger side unstable. I’m ok and thanks for asking everyone (no sarcasm). Walked away with not even one scratch, no whiplash, no back pains, no nothing!!! I was truly watched over, someone upstairs really likes me allot, and big ups to my G.A (Guardian Angel) for assisting me with everything. Love you man…

Influence:  The capacity to have an effect on the character, development, or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself. I’ll keep this short, the power of influence has to do with everything in life, meaning that everything causes a ripple of affect, a chain reaction of what we really can’t see the end results but power of decision making is crucial at every stage of life. What if I: ·         Left when I wanted to? ·         Didn’t drive? ·         Said what I felt? Then just maybe I would of not been in the time frame of that car that cut me off? Or would I? kind of the "butterfly affect"? Cliché quote: Everything happens for a reason Zues Quote: Reason always happens for everything, but we will control happenings with reasons for everything