Sunday, January 8, 2012

The Car Accident

“The Car Accident”
For those reading this everything your about to read is all 100% factual! So I hope you can follow along as the story is not complicated but yet my mind is complex.







State of mind 1: “Consciousness”
… I had awoken from whatever has taken over my body and/or mind. I am standing on the side of the highway; I immediately see underneath of a car in the middle lane of the highway, with the car standing on the driver side. Trailing shortly behind is the Florida highway Patrol just finishing putting flares down and picking the pieces to my car. A cop car pulls over and attends to me what he says to be “immediately” (Confusion still at this point). He asked me was I ok, and was I hurt or suffering any injuries and looked at myself and said no. Then we both looked in the same direction and he asked me was that the car that cut me off and all I can say is I don’t know. So he said he was going to go check and drove off. Now realizing realization of that is my car, my next move is to go to my car and…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind. I can’t explain why but I can explain what happens. When the day passes I can take in as much as I can, detail of course. But cause my mind works on a different wave length then most, for some reason my mind replays the last 24 hours at night or when I sleep and then I tend to understand more, or pick up on things I missed.)

State of mind 2: “Rewind or reflection”
… at the club and its 430am, I told the girls lets go but they was not ready to go, wanted to shut the bitch down at 5am, and I didn’t feel like walking to my car. It was parked far. Just spent my time chilling and talking with Wale and Busta Rhymes… they was just hanging around and Wale knew from NY 2 weeks ago and Nuvo events, and Busta knew me cause he was an asshole to me a couple of times but he just wanted to talk to the girl I was with one time, sorry getting off topic. So girls was ready, we was all Sober just having a good time, we went to their car, I drove to my car. Messing around I asked them did they want to race and we was like let’s do it!!!!! LOL – When we made to the highway it was to many people that got pulled over and cops around… so we didn’t… so they parted their way and I parted mine until I met back up with her at her house. Just cruising doing speed limit to the boredom of my car cause I had no radio and my phone was messing up, couldn’t even play Pandora. As my exit was approaching I…

State of mind 1:
… and I ran across to the highway straight to Florida Highway Patrol and immediate asked was I ok. I said yes. Next thing I thought of was to obtain my phone to make phone calls to let people know I am alright and alive. The FHP told me not to, but he can’t stop me. So I jogged over to my car, first looked for any leakage so the car don’t blow up on me, there was none so now wondering how to get in. The glass happened to be shattered completely, so I kneeled and looked in to see did my phone fall onto the door or somewhere close considering the position but nothing. State trooper and Fire rescue was now at the scene and blocked off all lanes except for the skirts, and asked me to wait in the FHP car. I went over in the car and asked politely may I use the phone. He said of course, dialed and as soon as she answered I…

State of mind 2:
… approaching my exit, I was switching from my left lane to my right. Wanted to speed but couldn’t cause cops was 3 cars back. Then I went to switch over to my next lane and as was switching over 95% already in the lane a car comes from my left lane and switches over without signaling really close to me where I let go of the acceleration but that wasn’t enough and then he slows down a bit more so I couldn’t move to the left cause there was a car right beside so I brake a bit hard cause there was no one behind me which veers me to the right a bit and a truck slightly clips me that makes my whole car lose control. I took as much control of the car as possible. My car never spun, it only moved in a snake motion vigorously. I maintained to stay in my lane and then I tipped to my left and slid a bit. When the car came to a stop, I immediately took off my seatbelt, stood up and exited through the passenger door by climbing out. As I was crossing the highway, I seen the FHP already behind the car in the same lane, then to my left I seen a cop car lights crossing lanes to pull over. As I stood and viewed my car I started to gain a state of consciousness and I…

State of mind 1:
… I told her to relax, and said everything that just happened. That died quickly. To the rescue she came. As I waited state trooper came to take my report and there was a cop present.  As the state trooper left, the Fire fighter came up to me and asked “how the hell you got out the car?” and I told him I climbed out the passenger seat, he immediate gave me a look of that’s strange…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind, everyone has their “6 sense”, their “nature beyond nature”, etc. You get what I mean, despite where yours derive from; it’s just tapping into it, understanding it and letting your mind become a reflex of it.)

State of mind 3: My Six Sense
I had all the signs in front of me but I ignored it and what makes me realized I was aware is that I confirmed it that. Earlier that day I was driving to my house and my car was perfectly fine. As I approached a stop light, for some odd reason I turned off my car and just listened. While listening I already felt as something funny was going to happen to my car but didn’t know the measure of how big. So I ignored it and went on about my day. Went home and did as I do. Then I as I went to drive again, I don’t know what it was but I felt it again with me car, so the only thing I can possibly think of was full car service in the morning, I made my appointment and I asked someone to take me in the morning… so I continued my day. Now at the time I was originally ready to leave the club, something told me just leave forget the ride and just walk to my car, but as I always do, I second myself, and stopped myself. Then lastly when I didn’t leave as I wished, I got instantly got that urge not to drive, and I’m sure if I asked not to drive or leave my car it would have been ok but then 2nd guessing myself and not stating my wants nor needs only lead to what happen as such.

State of mind 1: The car is pretty much totaled, not drivable, bumper and head lights popped off. Radiator banged in, driver window glass gone along with rear view mirror. Front to back scrape and wheels on passenger side unstable. I’m ok and thanks for asking everyone (no sarcasm). Walked away with not even one scratch, no whiplash, no back pains, no nothing!!! I was truly watched over, someone upstairs really likes me allot, and big ups to my G.A (Guardian Angel) for assisting me with everything. Love you man…



Influence:  The capacity to have an effect on the character, development, or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself.

I’ll keep this short, the power of influence has to do with everything in life, meaning that everything causes a ripple of affect, a chain reaction of what we really can’t see the end results but power of decision making is crucial at every stage of life.
What if I:
  • ·         Left when I wanted to?
  • ·         Didn’t drive?
  • ·         Said what I felt?
Then just maybe I would of not been in the time frame of that car that cut me off? Or would I? kind of the "butterfly affect"?






Cliché quote: Everything happens for a reason

Zues Quote: Reason always happens for everything, but we will control happenings with reasons for everything