VOID

Just a thought... mines of course...

The liberal truth is that I fucked up... how you may ask? I will not get into details, so this message, passage, or blog, (what ever you call it) will be brief.

The liberal truth is I fucked up, I messed up, and I must pay for playing with fire when I know I know better. Sounds like I'm talking to a little kid, but its the truth, and i have acting childish.

Pain will remain and shall be sustained for as long as the wound is green. Acceptance and silence is what I must do. To stop looking for the appraisal in my one good to over all the evils. For which PAIN cannot be measured, and should not be tolerated. For pain internally has caused the self infliction of pain externally. For pain may have been at the size of a grain of rice, but of the most deadliest there is. Again, PAIN cannot be measured.

I have done what I did, and let pain be inflicted back... Acceptance

What I don't understand is that at change, you feel the worst, and you feel the worst when you at change!

What I don't understand is that I'm facing the same sentence as the people who did worst then me, whether to the same person or even another party.

Pain...

I witnessed and witness stories and stories, and Pain, and Pain, and Pain has been even more inflicted then what I have ever done or can imagine. And their sentence was and is far less greater then mine. Makes me feel as the more pain and harm i could of done then better off I would of been...

But then again its not in my nature to do as such... Then you ask why has it done? Foolishness, pure foolishness... I am that "Clown"...

The repertoir of eMOTION, will never change... only in the deliverance, the pique and the peak...

I Fucked up...

Signs go up... Advertisements are now present themselves... subliminally knowing to many...

Window's now open, doors start turning, opportunity becomes the opportunist,
"sea full of sharks and they all smell blood"

I was once told " ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, DON'T ASK FOR PERMISSON"...

Forgive me...

and let me fill that void...

Again...

love you...

Write Life

Write life:

This is the beginning of emptiness that has a void in which must be filled. I’m sorry, I lied to my self and you… This is the beginning of MY emptiness that has a void in which must be filled. LAW OF ATTRACTION on the energy that I produce manifest itself not only by thought but by writing…  writing has been my strong point, not saying that I’m a writer, I mean exactly what I say, writing has been my strong point, communication, messages, connections, etc.

But my “write” to life been stripped away by the people who cannot read!!! But does that mean or make me a victim. I must spill milk or spoil it…

I was corrected by a mindful person, (KRAI), I am not a victim, im just simply killing the wrong people… that’s brings out the process of elimination…

I feel like the Darwin’s theory died… evolution grew to adapt to stupidity, and that’s who survived … lol

Well I said  what I must say… there is allot who will not read, and there is allot who cannot read.

But to bring you to my point… the “WRITE to LIFE” will be “MY LIFE”… no more third parties… when it  switches back ill notify you asap!!!! But then again I might have no need for that, for my audience have yet to be found…

P.S. I write cause it’s my life, but life is not necessarily to write… cause I obviously need to live it, to witness it…

HOPE YOU ALL ARE READY FOR ME!!! CAUSE HERE IS ALL OF IT

R.I.C.H Psycho - Logy

R.I.C.H Psycho - Logy

I can go on for days! But I will not... But what I will do is break it down for the simple minds, the simple minded, and the minded... Everything starts with the mind, everything ends in the mind. If you understood this, that means now you understand "the law of attraction". Now you are one step ahead than most. And just to further ensure this, understand that the universe is not human, meaning it has no feelings, no ethics, and does not know the meaning of right and wrong. It simply takes your thoughts and manifest it in the time in which it SHOULD!

When you are ready... (Side note: you don't determine when your ready, destiny is written and fate may be altered by the choices we make or taken on our destiny: you may take that last statement lightly, just a personal believe)

Getting back on "TRACK"

I can't tell no one what vehicle to drive for that is your choice but I will say "drive your car" that is gonna take you to your destinations (Yes more than one). But I can instill the tools of inception. PSYCHO meaning a person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior. In your terms, crazy. So yes, I believe only the crazy ones can be successful, I'm sorry, let's not say successful, let's say on top, a person who have "made it", etc. Why I say this? Because when bill gates started a multi-billion dollar company in his mothers basement he was said to have a "mental disorder". If you define this as misunderstood, then your on the right "TRACK". If you don't understand as of yet, that means you are still deranged in a comfort level in which you are "comfortable". That's what I call fear... Fear is not necessarily a bad thing, cause their are many things we must over come! Cause like Jim Rohn once said "for things to change, you must change". You wanna lose weight, then YOU must CHANGE your diet. For the ignorant diet does not mean lose weight, it means the way you eat! (Side Note; For those offended by "ignorant" then you need to look up the word ignorant, cause it simply means the lack of knowledge of.) Moving forth. Being psycho to me is a mere mirage, for those who do not understand! With understanding cause comfortability and now you begin to change. All one must do is "be comfortable being uncomfortable". If I told you let's go streaking, you'll call me crazy, but if I now say do that and get a million dollars, you now understand and is now comfortable in my actions. Right now some probably thinking where am I going with this... For those I will say you didn't read my first sentences... For those who are now understanding great, let's go crazy together and become successful!



Before I go on to the next part remember this. PSYCHO is short for psycoPATH... So once you go PSYCHO then your PATH will start to show. LOGY meaning 2 things: let's attack the first one:

1) Dull and heavy in motion or thought: Motion equates to your physical, only you can weigh you down. The thoughts in which everything begins that causes motion whether potential or kinetic. Think about the first time you was asked out or you asked some out and they said "NO". Let me tell you the beauty of it, your reading this message and your still alive. Its a miracle! Alive and well and on to the next one. Don't be weighed down by the things that can't... You know what I just thought of, if you combine motion and thoughts it has the similarities of air. You can't see it, you can feel it, its direction is sometimes uncanny but can be just as fairly paced, it weighs nothing but can destroy everything, only difference is you have more control over motions and thoughts. Being dull is only a choice... Remember this Jim Rohn said "the same wind blows on us all, it is the set of the sail that determines..." (Oh shit just thought of something crazy! eMOTION - motion driven by Emotions, E stands for External, motioned thoughts per say?)

2) treatise; sum of knowledge in a particular subject. This is where it all is! The "knowledge" is very well "heavy" upon thee to go "crazy" about. People become "crazy" about their passion and become "knowledgeable". People become "knowledgeable" which makes them become "crazy". A "subject" now becomes a funny word to play w/ cause it has soooooo many meanings to play with! So let's do so! "Subject" being the person, or thing discussed or dealt with. But what they don't tell you (or should I say the minded) is that an idea in your mind is a place! A place were you have your doctrine in! "Subject" is a cause to undergo. It would be fair enough to say that if your "knowledge" or "crazy" exist then your always forced to undergo some type constant formality of growth or change. "Subject" is prone to be affected by. We are constantly affected by "knowledge" and being "crazy" which forces us to undergo this nature of decision and choice. A "subject" is merely a topic of discussion and if you are reading this, then you are it! That's is the simplest breakdown; Again now that this has been set upon you, instilled upon the inception that no longer causes deception through a unnecessary recession through my reception, and begin your confession, and remember what the cliche says: "the mind is a terrible thing to waste"...


But as I would say "hurry up and get rid of the waste in your mind", Oh! and 1 more thing:

(R)esidual (I)ncome (C)reates (H)appiness

R.I.C.H Physco Logy ! Get it?

The Car Accident

“The Car Accident”

For those reading this everything your about to read is all 100% factual! So I hope you can follow along as the story is not complicated but yet my mind is complex.

State of mind 1: “Consciousness”

… I had awoken from whatever has taken over my body and/or mind. I am standing on the side of the highway; I immediately see underneath of a car in the middle lane of the highway, with the car standing on the driver side. Trailing shortly behind is the Florida highway Patrol just finishing putting flares down and picking the pieces to my car. A cop car pulls over and attends to me what he says to be “immediately” (Confusion still at this point). He asked me was I ok, and was I hurt or suffering any injuries and looked at myself and said no. Then we both looked in the same direction and he asked me was that the car that cut me off and all I can say is I don’t know. So he said he was going to go check and drove off. Now realizing realization of that is my car, my next move is to go to my car and…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind. I can’t explain why but I can explain what happens. When the day passes I can take in as much as I can, detail of course. But cause my mind works on a different wave length then most, for some reason my mind replays the last 24 hours at night or when I sleep and then I tend to understand more, or pick up on things I missed.)

State of mind 2: “Rewind or reflection”

… at the club and its 430am, I told the girls lets go but they was not ready to go, wanted to shut the bitch down at 5am, and I didn’t feel like walking to my car. It was parked far. Just spent my time chilling and talking with Wale and Busta Rhymes… they was just hanging around and Wale knew from NY 2 weeks ago and Nuvo events, and Busta knew me cause he was an asshole to me a couple of times but he just wanted to talk to the girl I was with one time, sorry getting off topic. So girls was ready, we was all Sober just having a good time, we went to their car, I drove to my car. Messing around I asked them did they want to race and we was like let’s do it!!!!! LOL – When we made to the highway it was to many people that got pulled over and cops around… so we didn’t… so they parted their way and I parted mine until I met back up with her at her house. Just cruising doing speed limit to the boredom of my car cause I had no radio and my phone was messing up, couldn’t even play Pandora. As my exit was approaching I…

State of mind 1:

… and I ran across to the highway straight to Florida Highway Patrol and immediate asked was I ok. I said yes. Next thing I thought of was to obtain my phone to make phone calls to let people know I am alright and alive. The FHP told me not to, but he can’t stop me. So I jogged over to my car, first looked for any leakage so the car don’t blow up on me, there was none so now wondering how to get in. The glass happened to be shattered completely, so I kneeled and looked in to see did my phone fall onto the door or somewhere close considering the position but nothing. State trooper and Fire rescue was now at the scene and blocked off all lanes except for the skirts, and asked me to wait in the FHP car. I went over in the car and asked politely may I use the phone. He said of course, dialed and as soon as she answered I…

State of mind 2:

… approaching my exit, I was switching from my left lane to my right. Wanted to speed but couldn’t cause cops was 3 cars back. Then I went to switch over to my next lane and as was switching over 95% already in the lane a car comes from my left lane and switches over without signaling really close to me where I let go of the acceleration but that wasn’t enough and then he slows down a bit more so I couldn’t move to the left cause there was a car right beside so I brake a bit hard cause there was no one behind me which veers me to the right a bit and a truck slightly clips me that makes my whole car lose control. I took as much control of the car as possible. My car never spun, it only moved in a snake motion vigorously. I maintained to stay in my lane and then I tipped to my left and slid a bit. When the car came to a stop, I immediately took off my seatbelt, stood up and exited through the passenger door by climbing out. As I was crossing the highway, I seen the FHP already behind the car in the same lane, then to my left I seen a cop car lights crossing lanes to pull over. As I stood and viewed my car I started to gain a state of consciousness and I…

State of mind 1:

… I told her to relax, and said everything that just happened. That died quickly. To the rescue she came. As I waited state trooper came to take my report and there was a cop present.  As the state trooper left, the Fire fighter came up to me and asked “how the hell you got out the car?” and I told him I climbed out the passenger seat, he immediate gave me a look of that’s strange…

(Before I continue let me explain the next state of mind, everyone has their “6 sense”, their “nature beyond nature”, etc. You get what I mean, despite where yours derive from; it’s just tapping into it, understanding it and letting your mind become a reflex of it.)

State of mind 3: My Six Sense

I had all the signs in front of me but I ignored it and what makes me realized I was aware is that I confirmed it that. Earlier that day I was driving to my house and my car was perfectly fine. As I approached a stop light, for some odd reason I turned off my car and just listened. While listening I already felt as something funny was going to happen to my car but didn’t know the measure of how big. So I ignored it and went on about my day. Went home and did as I do. Then I as I went to drive again, I don’t know what it was but I felt it again with me car, so the only thing I can possibly think of was full car service in the morning, I made my appointment and I asked someone to take me in the morning… so I continued my day. Now at the time I was originally ready to leave the club, something told me just leave forget the ride and just walk to my car, but as I always do, I second myself, and stopped myself. Then lastly when I didn’t leave as I wished, I got instantly got that urge not to drive, and I’m sure if I asked not to drive or leave my car it would have been ok but then 2^nd guessing myself and not stating my wants nor needs only lead to what happen as such.

State of mind 1: The car is pretty much totaled, not drivable, bumper and head lights popped off. Radiator banged in, driver window glass gone along with rear view mirror. Front to back scrape and wheels on passenger side unstable. I’m ok and thanks for asking everyone (no sarcasm). Walked away with not even one scratch, no whiplash, no back pains, no nothing!!! I was truly watched over, someone upstairs really likes me allot, and big ups to my G.A (Guardian Angel) for assisting me with everything. Love you man…

Influence:  The capacity to have an effect on the character, development, or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself. I’ll keep this short, the power of influence has to do with everything in life, meaning that everything causes a ripple of affect, a chain reaction of what we really can’t see the end results but power of decision making is crucial at every stage of life. What if I: ·         Left when I wanted to? ·         Didn’t drive? ·         Said what I felt? Then just maybe I would of not been in the time frame of that car that cut me off? Or would I? kind of the "butterfly affect"? Cliché quote: Everything happens for a reason Zues Quote: Reason always happens for everything, but we will control happenings with reasons for everything

The Promoters Life

If you ask yourself why Promoters demand so much from people...

They don't get paid vacation, they don't get paid sick days, they don't get bonuses for outstanding Hospitality nor for Christmas. They don't have insurance plans nor do we qualify for unemployment. They sacrifice their family on special days so that they can bring happiness to others. Illness or personal affairs are not excuses for bad hospitality.

Also, our appearance of clothing and being clean cut becomes expensive and needs to be compensated for along their invested time to prepare to be in sync with the club and the time they have to spend at the event.

They don’t get paid hourly nor salary and only given a 2 hour window opportunity to get paid every day.

Personal: I don’t get paid for how many invites or how long my guest list is. I don’t get paid for advertising the club and making people aware of what nights they are open. I don’t get paid hourly when I work the streets whether it is tourist or local areas. My parking is not validated nor my gas is a tax write off. I get paid for every person that walks through the door between the times of 11-1

My “JOB” is to bring people to the club as my guest, as simple as that. Now I want to think about everything else I do:

• ·         Free entry

• ·         Priority entrance

• ·         Drinks / shots

• ·         VIP

• ·         Host

• ·         Dance

Then think about the times when you come after the cut off time! At the time frame in which I don’t get paid no more. I still go out my way to show my hospitality and take my time out of what I’m doing and make sure you still get in, and get taken care of.

I don’t any extra commission or tip for everything “EXTRA” I do, I don’t get a raise or a bonus for my return guest nor hospitality.

Now think about your actions to me:

• ·         When you RSVP and don’t come, I don’t receive a courtesy call/text – think about the patience I display just to get stood up

• ·         I don’t own nor run the door of the club – so why are you getting mad at me and no longer support me for what you may have been wrong for

• ·         Clubs are 21+ for a reason and you know this, so why bring an underage person and try to beg me to tell them to let her in and always say “they’re not going to drink”

• ·         If I’m dressed to impress, you know how bad you make me look when you or your friends look not as good

• ·         I get you in free to the clubs 99% of the time – so why does it become a problem when you have to pay that one time and again it’s my fault (not considering everything I offer when you get inside is not of value)

• ·         And last but not least, where is the “thank you”, “I appreciate you” “I will support you” – where is the referrals and recommendations?

So next time you ask, remember that Promoters are promoters because of the love of Hospitality, but that love doesn't pay debts. Happy Promoter’s Day!!
 

 

 

 

*respect the Promoters*

The Night alone

The night starts off with the Proxigean Spring Tide, which is a rare, unusually high tide. This very high tide occurs when the moon is both unusually close to the Earth and in the New Moon phase. The waves mad, beating against the rocks repeatedly as hard as it cans. The waves rowing back and forth taking anything it can every time it recedes from the land. No one dares to challenge it, nor gets in its way tonight.

She’s very unstable and un-calm. The world has come upon her in a different light in which she feels alone. Overwhelmed would come close to describe, depression would be an understatement. Whatever internally is affecting her so deeply to feel washed up and taken has really taken its toll, but yet has not paid a price for yet. For the night grows louder, she falls deep in silence.

The night continues with the common vampire bat which feeds mostly on the blood of mammals and it is the only parasitic mammal known to man. Making its rounds for its only victim, long ways from captivity, this vampire will have fun. Enjoying the night’s air, enjoying the well lit night, it stalks.

Feeling drained, even lifeless, and again alone. No need to dwell with others for she has a mission, a worthless purpose, for selfish reasons. She stands and she waits dwelling her next move. She feels as the world has ascended upon her shoulders, making it impossible to carry, along with the stars. Now detaching herself, no more growing, feeding or nurturing.

The lantern to illuminate the way, but also the lantern announces that fear and anxiety are around. That person will experience unpleasantness very soon. What good is a candle lit lantern with a windy chamber? Known! Lanterns are warnings as well, warnings that can be anything, just to be aware.

The night, lastly, she is beyond wistful. Losing her way of sight, beating the earth and the heavens for no response, there is no longing hope. The way is no longer seen and the lantern will be left on the edge of the balcony with no use. Completely drained, the bat will consume whatever is left. The waters will calm as the night lifts

The moon is just like any other planet and links to huge and momentous changes in your life...

"The WHY"

“The WHY”

This word has become powerful in many cases because it’s more than just a question, but it’s an answer within the reason itself. The why is the justification of the success you will accomplish, the accomplishments is measured by not the monetary amount you obtain but the hard work that was put into to acquire that security you were searching for…

{food for thought: realize that the "Y' in the word You or you is bigger then "U'... also for some people who are thinking "well the lower case "y" is the same size as the lower case "u". Look again, the "y" extends lower without the little curve. move that up to the same line as the other letters and "y" will be bigger then "u"}

This “why” we speak of has to be bigger then “you”. As spoke about before, why is defined a:

1.       “for what reason or purpose”

2.        “On account of which; for which”

3.       “reason - cause - motive - account - occasion – ground”

So now that “why” is defined. Great, good, got it. Now to define you! Why will always obtain its definition, but now you need to take shape into yours. So what if we shaped you into why allowing your hard work be the predecessor of yourself and why. Then we can now define you as “having a REASON for any OCCASION for the MOTIVE (s) you have set CAUSE you now realize only you are held responsible for every ACCOUNT you lay the GROUND work for”  - think about it! All I did was take the definition of why (number 3) and turned it to the potential energy or the push your kinetic energy needed.

What is mY whY?

No one can’t tell you what your why is internally, but in my opinion it has to be of value to you that can either lead to so much more or even on the journey you have no choice but to achieve so much.

I want my readers to all process this into their own interpretation - Someone told me:

“now… This something that you would love/want and you allowed excuses to stop you?”

“Even though the possibility existed”

“If you ever want something in life go for it”

In a broad sense because I don’t want to alter your interpretation to define your next move but what’s stopping you?  

• ·         People: then move them out the way or don’t depend on them, your success depends on you and not others. Or associate yourself who wants to see you successful or the exchange of service to make you successful

• ·         Motive: if your motive have not been one to push you then you never had the right motive in the first place, or maybe you don’t have one! But who I am to judge?

• ·         Comfortable: this is one of my favorites, people get comfortable In their “bank Job” (that’s what the hospitality industry call people who work 9-5 Monday – Friday and sometimes weekends). People get so comfortable in what they are doing cause it covers their necessities and their fine with that. Well you know what the people at the top say, let them be, you know WHY? Cause everyone is not meant for everything, so when your climbing, someone has to keep the ladder steady. Think about!

• ·         Money: When you look at things directly like money, it becomes an obstacle because we focus on what we don’t have at the moment and tend to lead ourselves to forget the ways we can achieve it. This is why I admire a street hustler and learn his ways and turn it into practice in legal ways. A hustler will find $500, and flip it in a week. All you have to do is learn the methods and have your own motive.

Initially everything will always be as you would call it “slow motion”, but I say there is no such thing as slow motion, only time for progression! As I mentioned before, you need to build momentum in order to turn that kinetic into potential…

All I'm talking about is success... Fail to realize that after all that I been saying that means your trailing behind, not me, but "your WHY"...

Cliche quote: "Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as you mind lets you. What you believe, you can achieve"

Zues quote: It's funny how you think the world turn its back on you when really its just you rotating... the irony. 

  

AMBITION...